My Life - My Sorrow

mikuri @ 2005-05-23T14:11:00

2005-05-23T12:33:53Z

The last few days were quite fun. ^_^ Though I slept five hours in average almost every day. xD I am not really tired, which is weird.
After moving to my father, I am going to play EuRO (European Ragnarok Online =D). I cannot play with this computer, it is too slow... T_T;
Well, but it does not take that long anymore. ^_^ And then I can play with those really nice people, hihi. ^_^

Hm, and I should start thinking what I am going to do on my birthday on the 8th of July. And who I am going to invite etc. This time I want to celebrate my birthday, I am going to be 16 after all. =DD I am not really a party chick, but we will see. ^^ Depends a little bit on some people who I might ask to come. =PPPP

Wah, damn, I have to go now, see you (someday xD; ).

~Anna

Love again?

2005-05-10T22:34:10Z

Mmh... I think I'm in love... n_n;; I know him a quite long time, but we didn't talked for a few months. It's really my fault. I pissed him off, even though I knew he was in love with me. I'm such an idiot. T_T; Somehow I'm afraid of writing, who he is, because... well... you never know who might read this... >.>; And when his best friend finds out about this, he's going to tell him and... and... yeah, I'm afraid of this. I'm such an idiot, yeah.

Wow, just now I know so many things to write about. xD (really surprising)
Well, I'll maybe be able to go to the Dir en grey concert in Berlin... .____. *_* My father is quite insane and wants to listen to Dir en grey... o____O;;; My FATHER. Omg, this is really insane. But well... he's also thinking about going to Berlin with me. ^__^ So it also has it's good sides. ^___^ I'm gonna piss myself.

Oh and I got a new haircut. xD Haven't taken pictures yet. But somehow I liked my old one better... >_>;

My heart is beating too fast right now. xD By the way, my heart, I think there's something wrong with my heart... o_o; Sometimes it really hurts badly and all of the sudden... oO; Hm, I should go to a doctor when I have the time for it.

Somehow (could it be, I use this word too often?) this LJ turned just out like my old diary... ._.; I seem just to write in, when I have problems, worse than the normal ones, but I make a too big deal of them... >>

Oh, an for all German people, reading this: Visit http://www.foren.de/system/user_drakosha.html xD *oh no, I'm a bad advertiser!!) It's a small and nice rpg forum, searching for users. ^^

Uh, I really wonder, how I can go to bed at 1am almost every day and stand up at 6.30am. xD (maybe that's why I get weirder everyday. xD) I hardly sleep in the afternoon, but I feel more or less good (at least okay). Hm... who cares actually.

Hm, what to say now...well... I'm tired. Yeah. ~_~; Argh, but I wanted to talk to that guy...! T_T; Bad idea, when I start talking to him now, you can come and visit my grave, after my mother came and killed me for not being in bed at taht time... >>

I'm going to bed now, I wanna keep living, yes! >> I need to tell someone something.

~Anna

Gomen nasai

2005-05-02T20:42:17Z

I'm really sorry for not writing here for.... omg, almost two months... =/
*sighs* But I need to write this down or I'm going to explode... -_-;
This day was just awful. I was pissed off almost all the time. Pissed off because of the stupidity of some friends, pissed off because of myself and because of my parents. I talked to my father for not a long time (at approximately 8pm, now it's 10.15pm) and he pissed me off so badly. God really seems to hate me. *sighs*
When I was at my father's, there was this girl, she's 19 or 20 (argh, forgot it) and I was quite sure, she was a cousin of mine, because I have so many cousins, I don't really know. Next time I was at my father's, she was still there, and I wondered why. So I asked my father today who she exactly is. I still can't believe what he answered. I must listen/look really ridiculous. And I swear, it is true:
"Who is Katherina exactly? My cousin, isn't she?"
"Oh, didn't your mom tell you?"
"No"
"Well... I know, it's hard to understand, but.. she's your half-sister."
"..."
"I'm sorry, I thought, you already knew that. I had already a child, before I married your mother. Katharina stayed in Russia with her mother, while we came to Germany. But now, that we're living seperately, Katharina came here to Germany."
(pause)
"Please, don't be mad, I really thought, you knew it... okay...?"
"... yeah, 'kay..."

Don't be mad... heh... They din't tell me I have a half-sister for about a year or more. And I shouldn't be mad at them, haha.
You can guess, that, after I have talked with my father, I had a long and annoying conversation with my mother. -_-;
Why must this crap always happen, when I think, I'm gonna be soo happy soon? -_-;
Well, but I don't hate Katherina and my opinion about her didn't really change, I really like her, she's very nice. ^^ I think, we just stand a bit closer now, than before. ^^

Omg, when I read this whole story, it must really seem like a damn fairy-tale to you... xD; Mhm, but I don't care much about what you think about it, if you think it's a lie or true, I just had to write it down. ^^

And now I must start with homework, because it's already 10.30pm. oo;

~Anna

"In order to get something, you have to loose something and someone will be hurt"

2005-03-14T15:15:26Z

I can't stand it anymore. I won't allow my mother ruin my life again. It's enough.

She doesn't let me phone long with my friends, she doesn't let me talk long over the internet with my friends, she doesn't let me visit them long. And she doesn't want my father to visit us.
She doesn't care about my privacy, about my freedom and about my emotions.
I feel like jailed.

She isn't my mother. A mother wouldn't do such things to her child, would she?
I have enough. I don't want to live in such conditions. Something has to change. And it will.

At approximately the end of the month, I am going to move to my father.
I already talked to him and he agreed. I'm going to talk to my mother this week. She can't do something against it, I have the right.

Well, this is something really stressing and I know I will hurt some people, most of all my brother I think. He is young and don't understand everything yet. And I'm also sorry, but I need to do this. I am totally sure. And it's also not like I'm going to live hundreds of miles away. He could always ride with his bike there, it's not that far away.

I need to do this. I have the right to be happy.

England Part II

2005-03-13T15:37:24Z

So, here we are again...

Saturday, 19th:

On this day, we went shopping in Reading, a town near Woodley, where I lived. Wow, I think I have never seen such big shopping malls...
We met a friend of Charissa's, Whitney, and her exchange partner Katherina. She is a friend of mine. It was kind of weird to talk in German again. xDD
I was surprised, what kind of clothes there are in England... O_o; Really unusual and most of them also kind of weird and crazy. xD; But not all; a saw a really nice jacket I wanted to buy, but the queue was so long... I didn't buy it and regret it now. It was really nice... T_T

When we finally got home (omg, my legs were so dead), they told me, we would go to the church tonight and do something called "Barndance" or something like this. It is a kind of traditional dance in the church.
First I was not so overwhelmed of that idea, but it was really really fun. I enjoyed myself very well. ^__^
I actually don't like churches and stuff like that; I am an Atheist. But this church was kind of cool. It was a Baptist church and so... different than the churches I've seen.

When we came back, we played cards again. xD Wow, it's really amazing how much time you can spend on playing card games. xDDD

Sunday, 20th:

In the morning we went to the church, which is just around the next corner.
But it was not like I imagined; sitting there, praying, singing songs and things like this.
I think we prayed once and then the youths and children could (or maybe should) go upstairs. there was a a bar and tvs and games. We had breakfast there; bagels (mmmh, my very first delicious bagel <3).
Then, this surprised me most, the youths taught the younger children in Religion. They talked with them and did exercises. I just sat there and thought "Wow, better then every Religion teacher in my school!". These were "lessons" which were fun!
After these "lessons", the children could do what they want; play computer games, eat, watch tv, whatever.
Oh, there was a really fun game, I even think it was "Dance Dance Revolution". ^__^ Omg, I love that game! x33 I should get it, yeah...

In the afternoon and evening we didn't do so much, just went to Tesco's (a nice little supermarket, we don't have in Germany -_-; ) and bought some things. And played cards again... O__o;

Monday, 21st:

I was really looking forward to Monday, becaue we wanted to go to London on that day!
Yeah, we did. But it was raining, snowing and freezing cold.
first we went to the Science Museum, which was quite interesting, but we didn't had enough time to see everything. T_T
When we got out, we waited for our busdriver (who drove us from Germany to the port in France). Yeah, we waited and waited and he came an hour later... -_-; He said he got lost because the English streets were so unusual (he was also the first time in England). Well... >>;
He drove us to the Tate Museum of Art, which was, to sum it up, boring.
The rest of the day, we just drove through London in the bus. And our teachers just went like: "And when you look right, you see the Big Ben. Big Ben was build..." Blablabla. ALL the time. I wanted to throw some heavy books in their faces.

Tuesday, 22nd:

This day was very interesting. We were guided through The Piggot School, the school most of our English exchange students attended. I love that school. It's so cool. They have so many rooms for Music, even their own guitar and drums teacher. They have teachers for so many instruments.... OMG, I WANT TO ATTEND THAT SCHOOL. Of course not only for the music things, but there was so many other cool stuff, we didn't have in Germany. And I loved that cafeteria. x3

Later, we went to a little town (or more a village) called Henley. It's near the Thames. Quite nice landscapes. Uh, and nice shops there. <3 Freaking expensive though. T_T

At approximately 1pm, we went to... the Gillette factory in Reading. The GILLETTE FACTORY. Omg, on a classtrip to a damn factory. This was so retarded. And it really was boring. Well, at the end we could take as many shave gels as we wanted, woohoo. Goddamn insane people.

Wednesday, 23rd:

First off, when we departed from The Piggot School, a window broke just behind me. xD Wow, this was awesome. xD *cough* Well...
On this day, we visited Hamptom Court Palace in London. We got Audio Guides. In English, gah.
Well, this castle was actually not very different from other castles I saw...
Oh, and that day, I got a fucking cold, gah I hate it. -_-;

Thursday, 24th:

We went to a town called Porthmouth and visited The Victory. It's a HUGE ship (well, actually a museum in and on that ship, about that ship. xD; Complicated explanation... xD; ).
Haha, but it was really funny and cool. Most of the German guys were really tall, but the ship was not very high. xDDD They always ducking. xD

Later, we went to the Isle of Wight and went to the Ice Rink. ^__^ Wow, I love ice skating. x3 Fun, fun, fun! x3

Friday, 25th:

We went to a town called Bath on that day and visited the Roman baths. We got Audio Guides again. Different ones, really annoying ones. the museum was kind of interesting but we got some quizes we should fill in. I think that was the most annoying thing.

After that museum (we were in too many already... -_-; ), we went shopping in the town. ^^ It was cool, nice shops. I got two awesome new rings, yay. x3 I have four now. Six left, huh? xD j/k

Saturday, 26th:

This was my favourite day. I went with Charissa, her sister Tiffany and her father to London again. This time it was really cool. Almost good weather, a bit cold, but not raining or snowing.
First we went to a museum (yeah, museums piss me already off). I forgot the name of it, but I think it was the National Museum, but not really sure. OMG, THIS MUSEUM IS AWESOME.
well, I love weapons and stuff like this, and this museum was ful of them. Especially, swords and daggers. Omg, I died.

We also saw The Guards. These guys are funny. xD One of them was chewing some gum. xDDD
We also went to Buckingham Palace and some other places I can't remember now. But it was a really cool day. =D

Sunday, 27th:

Hm, the day we returned to Germany. I didn't thought I would miss my exchange family THAT much, but... it was just such a great time. =)
The ferry was fun again. =D I love ferries. x3

Well, that was my Engalnd exchange. =D I really enjoyed myself there. =D

England

2005-03-06T23:29:36Z

Well, I'm already back for a few days, but I was too lazy to write here, I knew it would going to be a too long text. xD;

Wenn I was in England, I took little notices, what we did and what I was thinking, so I don't have to remember that much. xD

Sunday, 17th:
At 8 o'clock we had to be at my school. Oh damn, it was too early. But somehow, I wasn't really tired, maybe just excited.
It was a really REALLY long journey and it pissed me off.
At 12:25 we arrived in France. This whole way was just retarded; we went from Germany through Belgium to France to go to England by a ferry in France. IN FRANCE. Why did we go to France?! Well, I think the ferry is cheaper there, but it's still a stupid way.
When we arrived at the port, they said to us, that they had had problems with the ferries, so we would have to wait till the next ferrie could start at 4:30pm. Yeah, this sucks. Almost one a half hours to wait for a damn ferry.
On our journey I sometimes thought about phone my boyfriend, because I missed him so much. =/ But at the end, I didn't. I don't really know why, myself.
At 6:14pm, we arrived in England. Oh my God, I was so... crazy! It was just awesome. x3333 Just English-speaking people! xD (what surprise, yeah...) I wanted to hug them all. x33 It was always even worse, when we stopped somewhere, most of the time at a gas station. I was like "OMG, LOOK AT THEM, THEY SPEAK ENGLISH!!" and with a face like that: x33333333333. Yeah, crazy me.
Well, approximately one a half hours we arrived.
It was dark and cold and everybody was excited.
I finally met the family of my exchange partner, Charissa. They were really nice people. And really polite. Everytime asking, if I'm okay or hungry or something.
Their house was really big. O_o; I was almost embarressed for our little flat. xD; But teir house was also very old. But still cool. I really liked it.
We had "Tortillas" for dinner, delicious. After that, we played cards till midnight. Though the long journey I wasn't really tired. This family really liked to play card games. xD I tought them a new card game back then in Germany and now their addicted to it. xD

Well, that was my first day in England. Short time, because of the long journey and the problems with the ferries, but I enjoyed it. Now you must think, "Why don'T you write about the other days? Stop writing damn comments nobody cares about!". Well: Fuck off. I'm goddamn tired. I should have written this earlier, that's the problem. But I'm sorry, I'm too tired, need to go to bed now or I'll just fall asleep over the keyboard. Sorry.
I'll write this in this week, promise! KTHX

Exchange, weee!

2005-02-17T18:51:15Z

Tomorrow, the 18th February, I'll go to England for am exchange! :D
I'm really looking forward it. x3
I'm going to Wokingham, it's near London. So... if someone is living near London or even in Wokingham, please tel me till tomorrow, maybe we could meet. <3
I'll come back on 27th February.
So.... I must go now, see you on 27th February. <3

~Anna

Report cards....

2005-02-11T16:10:34Z

Yes, today we got report cards... blah...
Well, in Germany, we have no A's or B's or whatever, our grades go from 1 (best) to 6 (worst).

Well, here are my grades:

German: 3
History: 3
Geography: 3
English: 2
Latin: 2
French: 2
Maths: 4
Physics: 3
Chemistry: 2
Biology: 3
Art: 3
Sport: 2

Average: 2.7

Bah, my last report card was much better... T,T
My father will kill me because of this report card.

We also got a very miserable time table, I hate it.
Besides, have Music again... T_T
Not that I don't like to sing or Music, but we don't sing and we don't listen to music there, blah... Just learning notes and how to read music...

Now something not school-related.
Today I bought this delicious chewing gum, with strawberry flavor. x3 And soooo delicious... x) I have like five in my mouth. x3;;

W00t, got 21 Earth and 3 Wind elements in Survival Project yesterday. =D I can go to channel 4 now. x3

Just downloading Ragnarok Online again... *sighs* In 10 a half hours it'll be finished... ._____.;;;

I don't know what to write now, so... bye.

~Anna

Quizzie~

2005-02-08T15:04:38Z

Answer me! >:3

What if ....
» I died:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Weeeeeee, my internet's back!

2005-02-08T15:01:58Z

Well, I couldn't go to the internet for a few weeks, because of my mom. She didn't pay the telephone bill. (is that the right word?)
But now I'm back, mwahahaha... xDDDDDD
...
*sighs* I have to download Survival Project and Ragnarok Online again... -_-;;;

Hm, the last days were not that exciting.

But finally got the lyrics for U+K. xD

On Connichi'05 I'll propably cosplay Songstress Yuna from Final Fantasy X-2.

Wah, I'm very unorganized today.
Can't think of something to write right now...

~Anna

Happy New Year~

2005-01-02T15:41:44Z

Though it's a bit late, but anyway, Happy New Year, everyone. ^^
Hope this year is going to be better then the last one. >>;
Well, I've been at my relatives at New Year. It was boring. But my dad got a keyboard for Chrismas and.... there was a microphone and..... well.... xDDD I sang Gackt songs quite a long time...
Have to go now, my mom's boyfriend wants to go to the pc now. >___<
Kimi wa... boku no... Vanilla~~~~

~Anna

Merry Chrismas!

2004-12-25T19:21:31Z

Merry Chrismas everyone! ^^
Hope you had a good one this year.
Mine was okay, worse than last year, but... okay. I had to play judge between my mother and my father. -_-; *sighs* It's getting annoying.
I got a new mouse for my computer, which I don't really need and some candies. Oh, and my Gackt dvd of course. ^^
My brother's birthday is today and my mother made such a big pie. @.@ But... w00t, it was uber-delicious. *_*
Oh, and my best friend, Angelika, just told me she got a mobile phone! o.o

~Anna

Nyan~ Nyan~

2004-12-17T20:45:09Z

My MARS dvd arrived today. It's zeh uber-awesomenezz! I laughed my ass so off, when I saw U+K. xDDD

mikuri @ 2004-12-08T13:30:00

2004-12-08T12:56:02Z

Okay, now I don't know which Gackt dvd I should get: Mars or The sixth day and seventh night... *sighs* They both seem to be great...
Any suggestions...? xD;

School was okay today, we could go already at 11:35. x3 Our PE teacher was ill. x3

I want to play Ragnarok... o_o But the server is down... -_-; Goddamn.

Oh and you want to learn English? Here you go!
http://www.americakokki.com/english/english.html
~Anna

mikuri @ 2004-12-07T18:18:00

2004-12-07T17:21:40Z

OMG, I GOT A VIDEO OF GACKT FALLING ON HIS ASS IN A CONCERT. AWESOME.

mikuri @ 2004-12-05T23:09:00

2004-12-05T22:38:56Z

I found a video of Gackt, performing Vanilla live and... OMG, IT'S SO AWESOME AND SEXEH!!111!!11 xDDDDDD
And I'll probably get GACKT MARS LIVE IN CONCERT DVD FOR CHRISMAS!! Yeah! I so wanna see U+K, heard a lot of funny things about it, argh, wanna see... xD

I kind of think way to much about Gackt. xD I tried to convince my friends to get me a lot of Gackt posters, because I wanted (no, wait, I still want!) a new wallpaper. xD Come on everyone, send me some Gackt posters!

Well... now something other than Gackt...
........erm...
Argh, tomorrow's school again, on Tuesday we write a test in Latin and I think... I'm screwed. And on Wednesday we'll have to hold our paper about Connemara, a region in Galway, Ireland. *sighs* I know, that after this paper, I'll hate Connemara for the next months. O_o
Oh, and tomorrow is also Brad's birthday. ^_^ Hope he'll enjoy his birthday~

~Anna

mikuri @ 2004-12-04T20:36:00

2004-12-04T19:38:03Z

Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi

You are the absolutely adorable and quirky NYAN NYAN Gackt.
Upon first listening to either U+K or Marmelade, many Gackt fans have a hard time believing he actually wrote these songs... they're just so damn cute and cheerful!
Gackt definitely plays upon these hilarious stylistic disparities in his concerts by making their live performances an absolute riot to watch. U+K can't seem to get any funnier with its dancing cats, men in tutus and Ren going "Nya nya nyanyaa (etc)"... but when one of those cats breakdances and Gackt jumps up and down screaming "Nyan!!", you've probably fallen out of your chair in hysterics. The madness and weird Gackt-dancing continues into Marmelade as well.

Hahaha! ^______^

mikuri @ 2004-12-04T20:18:00

2004-12-04T19:19:59Z

If there is at least one person in your life who you consider a close friend, and who you would not have met without being part of an online fandom, post this sentence in your journal.

mikuri @ 2004-12-04T19:36:00

2004-12-04T19:18:06Z

Erm..... yeah, I haven't written something here for a long time... >.>; Sowwy. T.T
But there haven't been a lot of things to write about in these months. >.>
Well... let me think...
I argue with my mom a lot, since her boyfriend lives here in our house. I don't have something against him, but my mom treats me like crap. Now she has the person she loves always arround her, she doesn't need to go to the computer and talk to him over the internet and she doesn't need to go away to see him.
Well, but I need to! I can't go see him, because I have no car and not really enough money.
She lets me to the computer less and less. That might be not that bad; it's not good to sit jsut infront of the computer, but... it's normal to want to talk to his loved one, isn't it?

...
Okay, I don't really feel like just talking about bad things. xD
No, no, there were also a lot of great things. For example, I got Mars, Crescent and Rebirth album by Gackt. x3333333333 They kick so much ass. Will get the others soon. x333
Somehow, I can't stop singing Marmalade. xDD Though, I'm not that good at singing, but who cares, hah xD!

Oh, and Chrismas is coming soon. x3 I'm so looking forward to it. x3 I somehow love Chrismas, and not because of the presents (although I could this year, I'm getting a cute Brooklyn plushie from my boyfriend. x3333333) I like the "Chrismas mood", yesh! x3

mikuri @ 2004-10-20T21:47:00

2004-10-20T19:48:39Z

Love can change a lot.
It can help you with all kinds of problems. It's the bright light in the darkness around. Something every human need. Something you can't live without.
Love can hurt a lot. It can depress you. But when you found the right one, you forget all the pain, all the suffering you got. All darkness disappear. Everything is getting brighter. You see the world in the bright light of love.

I want to thank you. To thank you for everything you have done for me. For us.
You are the light in my life. The only thing I need to live. The darkness around me disappears. You shine through all my pain, all my suffering, all the darkness. I never ever want to lose you. Never want to lose your love, your bright light. I love you.

I love you with all my heart, Meiko Tse.

~Anna Paul

mikuri @ 2004-10-20T21:14:00

2004-10-20T19:15:33Z

The last days were more then difficult for me. My "family" who doesn't even stand behind me, stressed the crap out of me. Especially my mother.
She's away most of the time. I'm alone most of the time.
Humans don't want to be alone, they want to be among people. Talking with people.
When I was younger, I thought it would be great, if everyone just leaves me alone; if I'm alone. There you see that being wrong is human.
My mother closed my computer for me and I couldn't talk to my friends, couldn't talk to my boyfriend. She hid my Playstation 2 controler and my Memory Card.
By taking my very often used things she wanted me to tidy up, clean and help her more than I already do.
Hm... when I now think about this, I have to laugh. It's just stupid.
I won't get forced to something I don't want. I never want to get forced again. I'll push my opinions through. Whatever may come.
After I came back from my friend's, she noticed the first time there's something wrong with me. She asked me many times what's wrong and I didn't tell her. Why should I when she's too stupid to find out herself?
I acted very distant. And it worked. Otherwise I wouldn't write this now.
To be honest... I'm too weak to tell my mother all this fucking things into her face. But I have to write this down somewhere. I can't stand it anymore. Let me live my own life.

mikuri @ 2004-10-11T12:20:00

2004-10-11T10:44:06Z

I wanted to go to Phantasialand, a theme park, with some friends, what happened? My alarm clock didn't wake me up. That's the first time I didn't hear the damn clock. I just woke up because the phone rang. I looked at the clock. It was 9:30. At 9:30 I had to be at my friend's. Yeah, well... great morning. I phoned my friend and told her I wouldn't come.
Yeah, and I admit I didn't really want to come... I have been there too often. I was there two weeks ago with that exchange student from Engalnd. Why should I waste my few Euros on something which already pisses me off?

~Anna

Meh... I'm bored...

2004-10-10T20:13:21Z

I can't do anything. My computer is so slow, that I must always wait 2 minutes till he loaded a single page, baha... --;
And tomorrow and don't have school, yay... I still didn't really get why, but who cares, I don't wanna know.

And I miss my boyfriend... ;-;
Goddammit, this fucking computer... ><

Today I was quite surprised how fast the time past. I looked at my watch; 12 o'clock. Later, I looked again; 6pm. Nah... time passes to fast.

I think I'll start drawing again... Kai is gonna be the victim for my next picture. x3
x3 <-- I love this one. x) I think I've used it about 20 times today. xD Who cares. x3

Oh damn, I finally have to write that damn letter to a friend of mien... >.>; I really had no time... ;-; Sowwy...

~Anna

Yeah, I have a LJ. xD

2004-10-10T02:15:04Z

It's 4am now and I'm tired and hungry.
But I just had the idea to get a Life Journal. I always get crazy ideas at night... who cares.
So... here it is... *tadaa*
I first had some problems at registration, 'cause someone stole my name...! oo; And also the next 3 names I tried.
Goddammit. I'm tired.
And I finally got the pics from vacation in Slovakia and Poland and what happened? Our fucking scanner didn't work and still doesn't. --; I waited so long for these pics... ;-;
Nah...
...
Okay, I can't think of something sensible to write right now, so I'll better stop before I fall asleep and get killed by my mother.

~Anna